trapped…..
I feel like I am going no where in my life right now, and I have people that are telling me that I am at least putting my foot in the right direction rather than some people who are continuously(sp?) just playing around and not growing up and would rather get drunk every time they see each other and deteriorate their health, I really don’t care now and Im really tired of trying to please everybody and this whole bull shit of good guys finish last….yeah right!! When is my reward ever? Im literally crying about this as we speak b/c Im a person who has lost friends left and right over the last 9 years from starting from graduation to now and I really dont know what I ever did to truly deserve this, Im so sick and tired of seeing people who are the most cocky and arrogant and deceited and they get everything without truly working for it….they are just given a free ride in life, and Ive been always taught to work for what I want, and maybe I should be thankful I am that way rather than being spoiled but it still bothers me!
But if there is one thing that I am grateful for despite everything that is going on, that would be that I have had a friend that has stuck by me through everything; I have never had a best friend for this long, and I honestly would probably go crazy if it werent for him at times, I figured this out that some so called friends will stab you in the back at a moments notice if the time is right, but a TRUE friend will always have your back and will help heal it at a moments notice!!
